I've been in a sort of funk the past few days/weeks. These funks come and go. Usually without any obvious reason. When I get into one, several things change:
-I stop cleaning
- I read a lot
- I take too long of naps
- I don't cook good meals
- I rebel against all items on my to do list
- The laundry starts to pile up
- I spend way too much time on the computer
You get the picture. Is this depression? I don't know. Whenever I'm feeling down, it usually gets a little better if I actually do something productive. If I can just make myself do that load of laundry, or spend some time playing with Ginger, more productive things usually happen. But getting up and doing that, usually doesn't happen.
At least this time around, I have been diligent in keeping up my workout and diet routine. It's a given that I'll workout, so I just tune out how crappy I'm feeling mentally/emotionally. How much longer will this last? I hate feeling like this. I want to want to clean, be productive, and be a fun mom.
1 week ago