**WARNING** TMI for some of my readers
It has really helped me to be able to read back to my last miscarriage, for signs and symptoms. At this point I'm 99% sure I am having another miscarriage. I had been spotting since my last ultrasound, and it stopped in the middle of last week. ( so from 8 weeks - 9w4d) Carefully I was starting to have hope again that maybe I did get my dates wrong, and I was just not as far along. That hope was dashed this weekend. Saturday after I cleaned for a little while, I was having cramps similar to menstrual cramps. They would stop after sitting/laying on the couch, but start up again when I rode my bike, or pretty much did anything at all. Same thing on Sunday, until I started bleeding after standing up while cooking. The bleeding isn't very heavy, about the same as a period, but the cramps are persisting. Since it's still pretty early in the pregnancy, I know the doctors won't be able to do anything to stop a possible miscarriage. The best I can do is to wait for tomorrow's ultrasound to confirm the sad news, and to hopefully get some answers about how long it will take before we can try again.
I'm so sorry. :(
ReplyDeleteI love you Jessica. This post is heartbreaking. You are in our prayers.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear this! Praying for you!
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